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There's only a couple of exceptions to that.
4:15 PM
And they're like single rooms in a house that exist for... practical purposes. (edited)
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𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 9/14/2022 5:39 PM
that sounds a bit... sussy...
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Regina Faux BOT 9/14/2022 5:44 PM
that sounds a bit... sussy...
@𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 - jump Why? Sounds perfectly normal to me. I don't care about places in imagination at all.
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𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 9/14/2022 5:45 PM
I mean the "practical purposes", but maybe that's just my dirty mind...
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If this is the theholodoc I remember they've been around the block a few times and are worth listening to.
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𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦
I mean the "practical purposes", but maybe that's just my dirty mind...
We mostly sleep in a non-euphemistic way in a big pile or shower together in these respective imaginary rooms.
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Zen
We mostly sleep in a non-euphemistic way in a big pile or shower together in these respective imaginary rooms.
𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 9/14/2022 7:20 PM
hmmm I see...
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We obviously have a lot of sex too but we don't use those rooms much for it; That would be boring.
7:21 PM
looks deadpan into the camera
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Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 7:21 PM
xD (edited)
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Unfastened Belts
xD (edited)
𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 9/14/2022 7:22 PM
well said
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Zen
We obviously have a lot of sex too but we don't use those rooms much for it; That would be boring.
𝑡𝑎𝑙¡𝑦 9/14/2022 7:22 PM
then what you use...? Or am I better without knowing
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Oh the goal with sex is always to make it as novel as possible, usually it's treated in a similar way as any other imaginary scene. (edited)
7:24 PM
The goal is very much to sexual on every possible imaginary surface you can possibly think of.
7:24 PM
It's obviously the only way.
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Zen
I have no need for a consistent and samey mind palace. My wonderland is always its most vivid because I am actually using it to imagine things that are interesting and novel to me.
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:25 PM
What defines it as vivid
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The trick with imagination is much the same as with tulpamancy; the more you relax into visualization the more you will slip into a dissociative trance from your physical perceptions. When you do this, your visualizations will become more real and be brought into greater focus. Vividity can be defined mostly relative to your normal waking imagination. When I describe vividness it is in relation to my own already-strong imagination in waking life.
7:28 PM
But people seem to have "normals" with regards to this, which may or may not be a matter of practice or genetics.
7:29 PM
I cannot comment on that - Only describe how to reach your own "vivid".
7:29 PM
But mind's eye places might be better equipped to teach you to train the core skill.
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The trick with imagination is much the same as with tulpamancy; the more you relax into visualization the more you will slip into a dissociative trance from your physical perceptions. When you do this, your visualizations will become more real and be brought into greater focus. Vividity can be defined mostly relative to your normal waking imagination. When I describe vividness it is in relation to my own already-strong imagination in waking life.
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:35 PM
Yeah, i completely dive into imagination. I already have this skill - doing it every time i read a book. I thought you meant your wonderland is everchanging. Like, when i said the plus of wonderland places is they are stable, i was referring to the fact you don't need to imagine all the scenery every time from scratch. Just new parts of it.
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Is imagining scenery difficult for you?
7:36 PM
I wouldn't describe my experience as difficult unless I'm overly fixating on it.
7:37 PM
Thinking about thinking about making scenery.
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:43 PM
No, it just takes some time. And when i'm not alone i want to pay attention to them
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It doesn't take me time.
7:45 PM
That's what happens when I think excessively about it.
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Imagining a scene, even with full camera techniques cinematographically, is instant to me as long as I have a premise.
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:47 PM
Well in the right mood i can create and destroy worlds in seconds but getting to that mood is difficult. Sometimes i cant imagine anything at all. But Imposition still works strangely
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Zen
Imagining a scene, even with full camera techniques cinematographically, is instant to me as long as I have a premise.
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:48 PM
I need starting point on that. Very hard to just click and do something else.
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Watch a bunch of educational material on cinematography. Watch a lot of movies with an eye for it. It's a reflex to see in this context. It's also probably not the only structure-building reflex - You could just as easily think in terms of comic panels.
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 7:51 PM
Comic panels are 2d
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It's not about content, but framing.
7:54 PM
Someone once gave me an example of "think of a battlefield" ; What my mind made was a complex panorama of a desolate, muddy field, with no vegetation, that is being heavily rained on, and there are weapons (all medieval, because that's my jam) stuck in or lying in the mud, along with bodies and so on. That's a complex image, but it cannot first exist until you know what a sweeping shot of any landscape looks like. The rest of that detail is just knowing what sort of things are lying around on a battlefield and how to make it look cool. (edited)
7:55 PM
That's like a second of processing for me.
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Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 7:56 PM
And so then you can zoom in on any part, and the zooming will be "realistic"? (edited)
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Zooming is inherently applying detail, so... yes?
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Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 7:58 PM
Somewhat relatedly, I once saw The Hobbit in 3D at 60 frames per second (instead of the usual 30 for movies in theater) and the biggest difference I could tell with 60 fps is just how much smoother the camera movements were. I was mad that they didn't show it at 60 fps in 2D as well, because I hate 3D theater (edited)
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Zooming is inherently applying detail, so... yes?
Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 7:59 PM
What I meant was like, does the background stay consistent as it's zoomed out? Or is there like some blurriness going on because you wouldn't focus on the background anyway?
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Not sure if that makes sense lol
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And then also, instead of zooming, do you often just create a new snapshot from a different camera angle?
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This is all happening with eyes closed, right?
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Unfastened Belts
This is all happening with eyes closed, right?
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:00 PM
No, just imagined all of this staring at the screen
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Unfastened Belts
What I meant was like, does the background stay consistent as it's zoomed out? Or is there like some blurriness going on because you wouldn't focus on the background anyway?
Blurriness is consistent with how we perceive sight, so what do you mean?
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:00 PM
No problems
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And yes I didn't close my eyes to do it.
8:01 PM
And yes, I often do a new cut or scene as appropriate.
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:01 PM
But that i think heavily depends on my knowing of topic
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Seemlessly.
8:01 PM
And yes, I think this heavily depends on just how much other media I've consumed.
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I can speak media as a language because of it.
8:02 PM
Essentially.
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Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:02 PM
Yeah. So, imagination isn't really imagination, its ability to construct memory blocks into something
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It always is, probably, even at its most simple. Horrifying, really.
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And yes I didn't close my eyes to do it.
Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 8:04 PM
Oh wow, interesting. So real-life vision does not distract from the intensity of the experience?
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I can speak media as a language because of it.
Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 8:04 PM
Makes sense
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Oh God please don't tell me you have cheesy background music like 99 % of shows and movies?
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Genry_the_frog
Yeah. So, imagination isn't really imagination, its ability to construct memory blocks into something
Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 8:05 PM
I have no idea what you mean by this
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Unfastened Belts
Oh wow, interesting. So real-life vision does not distract from the intensity of the experience?
That was the waking level of imagination I have
8:05 PM
It does detract.
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Is the point.
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Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 8:06 PM
Oh, gotcha
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Unfastened Belts
I have no idea what you mean by this
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:09 PM
You can't imagine something you don't know already. There's nothing new you can create. There's always just reshuffled parts of others things you know mixed together. Theres no true creativity. We live in a hell, boiling in our own juice, reusing same concepts over and over again, just try to count how much of an information you consumed was not created by humans or directly influenced by them? How much????
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I can feel the texture of Asterion's fur in my fingers if I'm in a dissociative trance. Feel the humid heat of the labyrinth, perfectly constructed around us. Hear the subtle flicker of candles. All at once, and without effort. A complex and immediate scene of a battlefield pales in comparison to the full-body (and also emotional) experience that's possible with a dissociative trance.
8:09 PM
It's difficult to describe why, because the former scene definitely is complex, but it's still as distant as a cinematographical image.
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If I'm watching something in 1080p, it's still not me touching it, in other words.
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It just so happens that y'all are seemingly by default at 240p
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Unfastened Belts 9/14/2022 8:10 PM
lol
8:10 PM
I do need to get new glasses, anyway
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I can feel the texture of Asterion's fur in my fingers if I'm in a dissociative trance. Feel the humid heat of the labyrinth, perfectly constructed around us. Hear the subtle flicker of candles. All at once, and without effort. A complex and immediate scene of a battlefield pales in comparison to the full-body (and also emotional) experience that's possible with a dissociative trance.
Genry_the_frog 9/14/2022 8:12 PM
Oh wow, thats some skills in other than vision senses
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It's not effortless, it's a genuine application of hours-long trance to my already extant abilities. And it has taken quite some time to develop. But it is what it is. It's also not perfectly consistent, like any other visualization, I'd add.
8:14 PM
If I didn't have a genuine desire to be with my tulpas in the manner that I am, I would not put in the effort to do this.
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I can feel what my tulpa feels. Is that some good progress?
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in yoda's voice No progress there is. Only tulpa. Tulpa, be with.
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in yoda's voice No progress there is. Only tulpa. Tulpa, be with.
Only tulpa
9:04 PM
Onlytulpas (edited)
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ONLY MONICA
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I can feel the texture of Asterion's fur in my fingers if I'm in a dissociative trance. Feel the humid heat of the labyrinth, perfectly constructed around us. Hear the subtle flicker of candles. All at once, and without effort. A complex and immediate scene of a battlefield pales in comparison to the full-body (and also emotional) experience that's possible with a dissociative trance.
oh hey i can do the same!
6:55 PM
also yeah, while I can see/experience the entire scene it always feels distant and maybe a bit blurry if I'm not devoting the entirety of my focus on the scene
6:55 PM
from what I've read this is an uncommon skill to start off with?
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Oh wait you said you go into a trance to do it, can most people not imagine these things at least vaguely if they're like, just chilling?
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Genry_the_frog 9/21/2022 7:09 PM
He's no longer on this server, but he is pretty experienced tulpamancer, so i suggest you go and DM him. He was pretty helpful to newbies at the time. (edited)
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Sora Faux BOT 9/23/2022 11:21 AM
I have recently found an interesting (although unfortunately pretty much dead) community on Disboard. And they had such "guides" posted. What do you think about them? https://pastebin.com/uzwqXBDv https://pastebin.com/azX7W0Pp
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Genry_the_frog 9/23/2022 11:57 AM
Its basically tulpa guide without ever saying word tulpa. And pretty accurate one.
12:01 PM
May be usable to introduce people to tulpa topic without scaring away - if theres negative image associated with tulpamancy in someone's mind.
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Gotta agree with that
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A long kiss goodnight 9/23/2022 3:16 PM
It's an interesting read, I do agree that it's essentially a tulpa guide. I heavily disagree with their view on tulpa ethics though. I think it's pretty fascinating they have basically the same FAQ as we do. I think their thoughts on personality forcing are interesting, it's more detailed. If you assume your characters aren't their own people then the ethics stuff doesn't matter, but it will grind my gears anyhow. I'm curious that there's this hesitant contradiction going on. If an "imaginary friend" is just you, why are you saying it's not? You think it won't cause DID/schizophrenia? It's also really curious to me that they also have parrotnoia. That certainly complicates the idea of what it really is. Perhaps there's some kind of deeply rooted expectation causing problems, and honestly I may have an idea on what that is...
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Sora Faux BOT 9/23/2022 3:25 PM
What's wrong with their ethics?
3:31 PM
And where is parrotnoia?
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Parrotnoia in most cases is just a symptom of the lingering belief that anything willful in the mind is the host
3:34 PM
Which is the right assumption to make regarding how you present yourself to external people, but not fundamentally true
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A long kiss goodnight 9/23/2022 3:35 PM
Here: This step is usually where people get frustrated, and that's because they think of it as a step, when in reality it's actually not really a step. Going back to the thing about not obssessing over perfection, at this point, you can and should start interacting / having fun with your new friend. KNOW they are there, and know they are listening and absorbing whatever experiences you're sharing with them, even if at first it might seem like you're just dragging their limp body along. This is all gradual, until eventually it'll dawn on you that you're actually not alone right now, and that you actually had a conversation with someone who feels like another person. If parrotnoia didn't exist as a problem for them this section would not exist
3:36 PM
I know there's another paragraph after this with the same idea but I think this paragraph gets the point across (edited)
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What's wrong with their ethics?
A long kiss goodnight 9/23/2022 3:41 PM
It's mostly my opinion, I think it's the right thing to treat tulpas like people and I expect the same from others. They would take one look at me and say I'm delusional because I see myself as an individual. They certainly won't bother treating me with respect, and they'll try to say we're just the same person. It's dehumanizing and I don't like it at all.
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Sora Faux BOT 9/23/2022 3:43 PM
Well, tulpa isn't another human being.
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A long kiss goodnight 9/23/2022 3:45 PM
It's troubling to see the wavering insecurity over how separate one's "imaginary friends" are though based on what I read in the guide. It's that uncertainty that allows for sentience to develop and at the very least, and I know that if you allow tulpa creation, there's a good chance you will allow pain and frustration. In other words, if say your character was traumatized in the past and you make them sentient, they'll be pissed about having a trauma history because that will affect them. That's why we give around the advice "don't make a villain tulpa, etc"
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Your "imaginary friend" is either their own person or not. You can make this choice but you have to have enough awareness to realize you entertaining the possibility will cause problems
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I'll read it all when I get the chance, but If they're imaginary friends, yeah, I don't get why you'd drag their limp form around. Wouldn't you just parrot them entirely from the start and never stop?
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A long kiss goodnight 9/23/2022 3:48 PM
That was in the guide?
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